so. you guys didn't know. but you all know who i like. i was stressing about it to taylor, and he was like "i'm going to just call him and ask him because this is stupid" so he did and then wouldn't tell me so i asked him myself and he said no............................................:tear:
so i've been feeling crappy...and i can't decide if i should tell him i like him or not because i'm used to not being liked by him as i spent the last two years thinking he liked nicki. but then i was also thinking i just did this too late...and that makes me feel crappy. so i've been listening to more love music. and i'm still confused, but i feel bad screaming at taylor all day. so, more lyrics. from the same place as last time... [link]

(a note--handphone=cell phone, it took me a while (yes i'm retarded) to figure that out and it makes things a lot easier!!!)

"ROMANTIC HANDPHONE" by 周杰倫

Lightly let go
I just can’t take down my fondness for you
In fact love will slowly increase in weight
I want to turn off all the lights in this city
In the dark, concentrate on smelling the fragrance of your hair

This night
Makes the crush have a lot of imagery feel
Remembering
The places I have been on dates with you
I’m unwilling to delete them
Storing them in my mind to enjoy

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact giving out love with a genuine heart is so simple
Practising on the movies screens
Your cute face
About the explanation of fate, I have texted another line

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact love can come so suddenly
The text message’s bridge
Pulls the period of ambiguity longer
Our feelings spread and develop using words to cultivate
On the fictitious soil

The TV wall
The noisy love song is still desperately broadcasting
I silently wait for the incoming call ringtone in downtown
Some words I have typed already but I didn’t dare send
Scared that you, who will receive the message, will be troubled

On the street
The tide of people sets off my loneliness
Imagining
Who is lucky to be by your side?
Yet it was a misunderstanding
You are also waiting for your handphone to ring

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact giving out love with a genuine heart is so simple
Practising at the movies
Your cute face
About the explanation of fate, I have texted another line

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact love can come so suddenly
The text message’s bridge
Pulls the period of ambiguity longer
Our feelings spread and develop using words to cultivate
On the fictitious soil